Letter For My Self

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Dear My Self,

You must be proud of your self for what you’ve been through and achieve 2019. Something never cross your mind that you can make your dream come true with your hard work. One biggest thing is you must feel blessing and gratitude for everything happen in your life, not only for this year but for the past and the future. You know in the beginning of this year you were scared to dreams, pessimism with your self and too much worried for something you know it can be happen or not be happened. 

You must still learning to be more gratitude than before, let go your self for overthink and make your self believe everything will be alright with the future, learning it's okay not to be perfect, learning to handle with your anxiety, more love for your self, appreciate and more showing to people your love, make more effort with friendship who show you how they grateful, appreciate, and carrying you like you are treat them same way, learning to not have a high expectations from people and friendship, let it go for friends or people who don’t make effort for your friendship or relationship because you know you not as important as you think and treat the same way like you did, learning not to judge, agree or labelling people because the way they choose to live their life, it’s not your job to tell them it is wrong because it is their life and not yours, learning to be nice, sincerity with people no matter it is because you don’t know what they’ve been through and their problems, learning more appreciate people jobs because they are doing hard work for what ever reason for their life, learning to healing your self from your bitterness, learning to listen your inner voice in crowd of people, situation even from your head voice, learning a signal of your body when you need to rest or need a space, learning more meditate and the last but not least is never stop learning for better version of you. Yes…..it is not about you have or don’t have career, it’s not about how successful you are in your jobs and it’s not about material things, this is about how you choose your life and nobody can't judge, this is about your joy and this is your version about the meaning of successful.

And then in the end of decade/this years……..Be proud of your self, crying hard for the bitterness of your life, crying more hard for your happiness because your achievement and your hard work, celebrate the new you, smile for the future will bring you, gratitude for what was God give you in life this decade and years, gratitude for what will be God give you in the future, always believe God is good.